To the Ones Becoming

I realized I have no respect for time… or maybe it’s overconfidence. Yes, I have a very busy life (though a productive one). "Almost everyone does, Juliana, lol" Me: I know and that is why I am here writing about this. I know not all high achievers or ambitious people give 19 waking hours to tasks without white spaces or buffers. This busy life is structured. Very structured. Meaning, I know what I want to do each day. The problem is when to do it. I struggle with scheduling. Some days, I’m busy from 4:30 AM to midnight. That’s not sustainable, and I feel it. I’ve said this countless times: I crave depth. I know and have seen what it can do for me. The more focus I give something, the quicker I can finish it. But I’m still learning to be a person of depth, still recovering from social media attention drain, though I occasionally relapse.  Right now, gathering all my attention on one task takes time. And yes, it drains me. Some days, I feel my willpower is about to run out. St...